4/17/2009

back to the USA

i've decided to make another venture into the west. it's been quite a while since i've been there and i miss it. i miss the beach (even though i can't suntan because i get alergies), i miss the people, nice, friendly people, i miss the "show businees scent" in the air and i miss the tention of "oh, am i gonna meet a celebrity today?", kind of a jig.

so, yes i'm going back. in august i believe, if everything goes well. so if there's anybody out there who also has such plans i wouldn't mind a roommate :-). e-mail me, if you seek adventure too.

12/05/2008

californication

it's quite amazing how something can grab your attention out of the blue. i have always been an "idol" driven person. which i don't regret at all. not a bit. it's made me realize that life is full of secret happenings that struck you when you least expect it. surprises if you will. and i like surprises. for instance...

just when i thought there can't be anything better than grabbing a couple of diet cokes, a handful of potato chips, some gravy, snuggle into my bed and watch another movie or another x-files episode...californication comes along and wipes me out into another dimension. now, is that beautiful or what???

so now, every monday, i've got another thing to look forward to. and you?

11/05/2008

piran


this weekend i decided to go on a road trip thru the slovenian coast. i did go. but i didn't get very far. actually i stopped in the first city by the seaside. i found my favourite rock. i sat down and watched the sun go down. that was enough for me. it was magic. the picture i took is almost as magical...but not quite...

10/12/2008

X-Files 3?

i'm watching the 6th season right now. it's kinda late too. 2:31 am by my clock. i can't sleep actually... so, i just finished with the 16th episode and decided to go online for a bit. and a thought came to my mind: will the 3rd x files movie come out? i googled it and found a site for signing a petition to support the making of the third movie. of course i signed it. why? well, because i got hooked by this show not too long ago. apperently just in time to see the release of the 2nd movie which seemed a lot like an extended episode.

i must say that i liked the 1st one better which of course i saw after running to the nearest virgin store to get it. actually i think i saw it in 98' when it originally came out but it seemed too scary for me then. even the show didn't get to me back then. but now i really got stuck on it after finding out that one of the tv channels was running the 5th season. what i'm trying to say is that those two got something special going on. they really do. and not just in the show.

of course like any other newborn x-files nut i checked out everything i could get my hands on -- meaning also youtube -- and the interviews got magic and chemistry going on too! It's really a wonder how the show makers were able to keep it going for so long with nothing really happening between them when just a touch of their hands was amazing to see (and to rewind :-)). It would really be a shame for it to end with the XF2 movie so i really hope that mr. duchovny will come up and be the driving force for the 3rd one too!! well -- back to the 6th season then. what was it? ah, 17th episode...

9/15/2008

86

did you ever feel like you've misplaced something? car keyes, wallet, yourself? that's how i feel right this second. why? i'm all out of control. it's like i'm driving the car but there's no one behind the wheel. it's just running on it's own. not paying attention to where i wanna go. and i don't like it.

being on the edge and not knowing if you're gonna jump now or an hour later because it seems like there's no way out. believe me i'm not making this up. it's true that i've spent the last weekend watching the 1st season of the x-files and i'm feeling all kind of strange sensations in my head wondering if any of those stories might actually be true. imagine for a moment. that the truth isn't out there but here right infront of us. yes, it's a scary thought. and i like it. in this crazyness of my misplacement-dimensia it's the only sane place i can come to that will not let me down. ever. and i'm thankful for that.

so back to my misplacement scenario. i just feel i don't belong anymore. it used to be so much fun but now i just feel i'm dragging myself to the same place every day just because i have nowhere else to go. for the moment. and something needs to change soon or i'll end up living a life other people expect me to and forget about me. god, i wish i could talk to someone that feels the same way. perhaps we could help eachother. i trully hope so.

9/05/2008

sicko

it's funny how we take health for granted until it strikes us down. i've been in my bed for over a week now taking pills and all kinds of medicine to make me feel better. i've got some kind of weird virus or something. so apart from checking my emails now and then i've basically been surfing thru all the 99 chanels on my cable big screen lcd tv (i just needed to add that last part there...sorry...).

so as all the channels now seem the same to me (except eurosport of course where i daily watch the live broadcasts from us open) i much rather watch a great movie. this also gives me the opportunity to run-sack my DVD collection and memorise all the movies i haven't gotten the chance to memorise yet. thank god i joined itivi so they send me some fresh movies every couple of days. i don't even need to get out of bed to get them.

but i must admit this memorising has its charms. you always know what's gonna happen next :-). which brings me back to the title of this piece -- sicko -- which i probably really am since i've watched my favourite movies so many times i stopped counting. still i believe there are souls like me out there. and i say -- keep on going!

8/08/2008

mamma mia!

i just realized something... it's one thing to see a trailer, like what you see, go to see the movie and just like it. but it's an entirely different thing to see a trailer, like what you see and then be totally blown away by the movie itself. it's gorgeous when you just keep on smiling all thru the movie and not even realize it until the end of the movie when you just sit there and say to yourself: "gosh, now is this a wonderful year for movies or what??" and it really is. and it's not just because a new movie came out and i'm sort of trying to get people to see it because god knows the movie does not need my PR to make it! i just wanted to send this cosmic opinion out into the big wide world. i have no doubt that this movie will pick somebody else up like it picked me up so i came out of the theatre whistling mamma mia, dancing queen and of course the winner takes it all. that's what music does to me. that's what music does to probably most of us. not to mention the talents that are doing it. outstanding and unforgettable.